Sanest Ever.

A girl that's been working with my mom's business for a little over a year now died last night. She was on a scholarship fund for work and was left unsupervised at her home for a couple of hours. She had a seizure and swallowed her tongue at the age of 19. It really disgusts me how people considered "normal" will treat ones with disabilities like aliens or dogs or something they don't fucking deserve. And from my experience with growing up around people that were outcasted or homeless or without a family due to the way their face or voice or brain didn't look or sound or function like they should and they're all so beautiful and kind and caring and I've noticed how a good majority of them are smarter than anyone who has the chance to have a proper education or anyone who has a decent home or even not. Some of these people were shipped to a home because their parents were too impatient to have a "child like that" and as kids, they'd cower in fear in their rooms not knowing what happened to their parents or why these people in charge would hit them or rape them or refuse to feed them and consistently leave them helpless. It breaks my fucking heart.

And Meghan had a home, she had a boyfriend and she had a brain that worked right and she was gorgeous and fun to be around but had some personality problems she was working on controlling. Everytime I was around her, she'd grasp onto her right hand that was affected by her cerebal palsy and she'd desperately try to make it look normal. She used to lash out and yell and scream whenever she didn't get her way and it's almost a happy ending with the fact that the day before she died, she handled a situation maturely and was congratulated and reassured that she's doing a lot better. It unnerves me to think what it would've been like for her to die completely alone when someone should've been there by her side.